No more kids....

On Christmas Day, it was three weeks ago that Bruce had his vasectomy. It makes me sad at times to know that I will not have any more kids, although after spending four days with my older two boys I am glad that we don't have to worry about any more kids. It is just when I look at Justin and the way he smiles and the fact that he doesn't talk back and still listens, I get a little pang when I realize that I won't experience this ever again. Sure, I will have nieces and nephews to spoil, but it is not the same.